turboman

yes turboman is on tv right now, and its the part where arnold fights all the santas. golly, im hungry, i have horrible eating habits, i never eat and if i do its never the healthiest either, oh well. i think im getting sick, ugh, i dont want to but none of my sinus meds are working as i would like them to, so i think i am. ass, piss, and damn.

auds got her first ever detention today, i will be gracefully joining her on wedenesday for the same offence, no id. ah, mr hurst was so mad when he found out that he didnt catch me. he was flalling his hands all about. back to the detention, auds is making brownies and im making fudge so its gonna ba the best detention ive ever had.

my head feels really hot for some reason, i think its just me though, god i feel like hell. i really hate being sick, it makes me feel like i miss out on so much be cause of it. i really hate the fact that its christmass time too, so i just feel like one jolly bag of poop.

i wish i felt better, i didnt post at all over the weekend so i feel bad about that, oh well if you truely love me you'll forgive me. if you dont, eh, ill get over it. and this isnt going to be very long, on account of i dont feel very well, so yeah. i love snickers commericials, theyre the best.

oh, im in trouble man,

oh man im in trouble again.
"starving your friends"-envy on the coast-lucy gray-2007.
ive been thinking about that song and i cant get it out of my head. some of the lyrics just say me, they describe me perfectly.

like,'i fall three times as hard. if its from nothing at all, you all seem twice as tall as i will ever be. cause i feel terribly small. when my head works too hard. when you think with your chest, theres not a thing that you dont see'
for instince here when i fail at doing something im not good at it really hurts, and i dont want to get back up. and when i see people around be that are just amazing at the things that im not or that i just know are better than me i dont frown on them i praise them. i feel small and helpless when i cant get off a subject and it overtakes me and i just fell so small. and everyone knows that when you follow your heart you can see through anyones lie.

'im hardly capible of half the damage that i would like to do, i could sware that i dont care, but you know im to full of shit to think this through, so look at me i pray to god but curse too much to be concidered true, im just like me, im just like me so who the hell are you?'
ah, this one is good, i try my hardest 99% of the times with 99% of the things that i do, and im never satisfied with it, i want to make it better. and yeah, ill say i dont care, but everyone knows im lying, and yes i do pray, but i know alot of people think i say somethings that arent kosher. who cares? i am me. and no one else is. i just want to know who the nasayers think they are.

'im but a boy just like the rest of these theifes, and i borrow phrases from dusty, faded, record sleeves, the story is the same, ive just personalized the name.'
we all know i am unoriginal, i never come up with anything on my own. everything i do i know someone has already done before. but im fine with that, theres a new name to my life story...

'i know you think you know, but these eyelids are windows that shut you out of all the things that i dont want you to konw, i refuse to tell you one single seceret i own, cause youll find im petrified of your eyes.'
yeah i tell my friends everything, well, almost everything. ill say im ok, but im not, ill say the opposite of what my heart tells me to say. its not that i dont trust my friends, i do. i just dont want to tell you because im afraid of your reaction. i dont know why, but i am.


"the road turned in to a snake, it looked at my vains and said, 'its in your blood', thats when i tried to run, but it was way too dark, got scared and ran into your arms."

"lapse"-envy on the coast-lucy gray-2007
that is another one. the slow jams are getting to me lately.

'its not as deep as it seems, and unfair as it may be, im just here to remind you, to remind you not to forget to remember me.'
i dont know i guess this is just the vaine side of me wanting everyone to remember me so im just saying i guess...

'now ive dodged your question too much, no im not afraid to awenser straight, no im not afraid atleast not to die, im afraid to live and not remeber why.'
this is pretty self explainitory. im really not afraid to die. im just scared that when im laying on my death bed, will i remember why i was living? will i have made something of myself? i just want to be able to say i lived because i______. i dont know i guess i just cant explain this one.


AH, that side rib pain is back. i wonder what it is, it really bugs me. oh well. auds was at school today and i was so happy. i had to greet her with a loud AUDS YOUR HERE! when she came in. and she is changing the world one person at a time, she has me carring my personal belongings in my lunch box instead of my purse.XD. i love you auds.

well i guess im done, i cant think of anything right now.

ps this is the post that ive done where i havent been at my house, i think thats why my blogging juices arent flowing.

19th century romantic literature

im in love with it. william wordsworth, hes my fave. and lucy gray is a great poem, my favoreit stanza is and now they homeward turn'd, and cry'd
"in heaven we all shall meet!"
when in the snow the mother spied
the print of Lucy's feet.
or
yet some maintain that to this day
she is a living child,
that you may see sweet lucy gray
upon the lonesome wild.

oh i dont know its too hard to choose. i must confess i must tell, i havent really ate anything all day. hun? oh well. skipping meals never hurt me before.

so the dance is on saturday and i have no idea what im going to wear. ill probably wear my homecoming dress or the dress i made. who knows?

i keep getting this pain in my ribcage area and its weird. it feels like a cramp but it doesnt ya know. eh, itll go away some time.

AHHHHHHH, i forgot to do my geo homework. i should probably do that but im not going to, eh its the first thing i haven truned it so its ok.

oh god, i just dont know about anything, all this week has felt like im just outside of myself watching everything, not being able to do anything just sitting there watching. it sucks, ive felt pretty hopeless. i just need to stand up and start living my life.

BAA. rib pain, its horrible, i think i pulled something or something. probably not though, im a hypocondriac so i know its nothing, but when its really something i know.

oh auds, she wasnt at school today and it threw my whole day off, in english and lucnh, there was always an empty seat. i didnt know what to do i was lost. and confused. and i pulled an audrey, i had my school supplies in my lunch box today and i was ready to show her.

oh i just hope she feels better soon. a sick auds isnt a good auds at all.

so GET BETTER AUDSPOSHBAGOSH

late night and a lost remote

AHHHHHH. i cant find my remote so ive been watching runs house for like 2 hours. its 12:29 right now and i cant sleep. i think im addicted to the internet.

that sounds silly but im completly serious, i think i have a problem. do they have internet rehab? that would be really weird if they do, but id probably check myself in, because i know i have a problem, i refuse to get off the laptop until it dies. its bad i know but i thought it best to share this with you.

ive came to the conclusion that my dream guy is out there, i knowish two guys that if they were one guy id be utterly and completly in love with them. both of them are musicians and in their twenties but im not talking about age im talking about likes and personality. one is well here this describes him perfictly aside from that my passion is music he likes to sing, play guitar and watch movies. he loves to play drums. many would like to think of him as a renaissance man. i would agree. he opens doors he cooks, he would probably get along with my mom better than he would with you, he loves anything chocolate and pumpkin pie.
the other guy, well, he loves movies, and can talk trivia with people all day long. he listens to comedy like crazy. he wants music to be his life...but as he looks into it more and more, he seeing that it probably won't be.but he still works on songs daily. the cutest part is hed like to be either the front man for a power-pop band or the guitarist for a metal band, like dragonforce. all in all hes a simple man.

so i guess i want a man who plays music, can cook, loves movies, loves chocolate, wants a music career (but lives realistically), gets along with my mom, knows shilvery is not dead, and wants to be a hardcore powerpop singer. not asking for much really, i just want a laid back guy that can share my love of music, food, my mom, movies, and just hanging out.

eh its whateve, one day ill find him. or not. i need to straighten my hair and find my remote. BAHHHHHHH, why cant i find it? i just had it like an hour ago now its gone. i feel so lost and out of place watching runs house.

i really want to get out and meet new people. i just want to go out and talk to everyone and ask them about their past. its always so interesting learing things about people. i love it. i really do just want to meet alot of new people and hang out with them. oh but i never will, ill continue my stable life talking to the same people eachday saying basically the samethings and moving on with my life.

so now its 12:58. i will admitt i did take a break it doesnt take me 30 minutes to type this little. im really into expressing my sounds through text right now, earlier my stomach felt like it was going to explode and now it feels like empty and whatnot. and its making a sound like this "GWAHOEEOHWA" its weird but auds would know what im talking about, she knows. yes she does.

so it 1 now and i think i have a good twenty or less minutes left of battery on the laptop so i think im done cause i want to save this before it dies. ttfn tata for now

BAHHHHHHH!

my head is killing me and the pain makes me want to die. oh god, my life right now, its just crazy. im the head of the dance committie and i have to plan a party for the play before winter break, which is next week. and i just dont know if i can do that. and my allergies, they're killing me too, i have had a sinus headache like all day. dont get me started about how my back feels either....

but i really cant complain after the whole health thing. i can honestly say tony and tony are the coolest parapalegics ive ever met, ok, so they're the only parapalegics ive ever met, but they were so cool. i just wish that lady they were with wasnt so mean, she just kept interupting them after everything they said, its really disrespectful if i can pass my own judgment here.

and the play for the student body? my god some of the kids were just straight up rude. i dont know who it was but, someone was laughing during the first cratchit song. a pity, a pity indeed. im so glade that its over though, im just tired of it and sick of my lines and being happy the whole time im on stage.

i am really tired of acting like im happy and all whoo! i mean yes i am a happy person naturally, but when i have to be so over the top, its not me and it gets very tiresome. i now know why actors/actresses get paid to do movies. its sucks having to be someone your not.

but its all over now and i dont have to worry about it until the spring. yes, i know how much i just said how i hated the play, but i enjoy acting and whatnot, so im goning to do the spring play. and i will have so much fun, then when its over ill hate it and be happy, its a very, very vicious cycle, but ill get used to it or just give up all together.

but thats not me either, id never just give up on something or throw something away because it made me tired. if it makes me tired its worth it. if it dont hurt then it dont work or fit as i say.

ohgod, everyone around me is sick i think, and personally i dont want to be sick right now, thats not how i picture myself and i dont want anyone else to either. and i hate being sick, i hate it more than i hate other stuff.

but i love house, yes i do. if i ever get really sick i hope i have a doctor like dr. gregory house, i wnat him to just tell it to me straight. and no bull, ya know.

sometimes i wonder if i could write a book. like my life story or something. i think id be good at it, actually i know id be good at it. im good at telling lies and i can be very very discriptive, when i need to be that is.

oh i will miss somethings about the play, and here i will list them; preshow dance parties, getting ready, geting out of class, the lack there of gender baised dressging rooms, the akward moments shared because of the lack of gender baised dressing rooms, tiny tim, and hanging out with everyone durning practice. gah, ill miss all these things so much!

oh well, ill get over it in like a week, so, its whateve right now. im so sick of comercials right now, thats all that ever on tv and i hate it. if i wanted to go and buy any of the things advertised i already would have it so they wouldnt have to say hey look at what we have. and my life would be happier.

this headace, it is horrible. its a cl headache, your probably asking what a cl headache is, well just ask me at school and ill tell you. i dont want this blog to make anyone mad so i will not disclose to you or anyone else in text what a cl headache is, but it is turning into a j headache, yet again ask me if you really want to know what a j headache is.

so this is probably the longest post ive ever had and im getting really tired of typing and i would love to put more in this here blog but my fingers hurt waaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyy to much to continue, so ttfn, ta ta for now.

so last night was

pretty much awesome. the play was great and we didnt have any major mess ups, the only one that i can remember or know of is jess forgot to wear his suit jacket. and ofcourse, jess had to creat an akward moment, when i was changing i said "im going over there so i can change." and i walked over to the other side of the clothes racks to change, then we were talking about our show today and jess walked over to the side of the clothes rack i was on and i asked "is there going to be an after party" and jess truns and looks at me and it was for the most part hilarrious, and well it was fine and fun. so after the show, well, i didnt really go out to eat, rebecca, jess, my mom, and i went to the wolfy show at the harrison. and we paid five dollars to hear like five songs, but it was cool cause it was a pretty good show. my mom almost fo in a fight with this girl who was all in my face, and my mom basically attacked her and yelled at her, so it was pretty funny. after the show me and jess went to mc donalds and my salad was horrible and i was very sad, they didnt cut jess' chicken and they fought over his bag so they ended up ripping it. so we talked about the show and shows to come, music, and people. it was fun, i am done for now cause i cant think of anything else to put in here so ttfn.

the second night of the play

yeah its tonight. and im posting this now because im going out to eat afterwords and i dont feel like doing this at 1:30. so its not going to be long at all. but to day i got kimber her birthday present and i bought my christmas presents for my grandparents, i got the price is right dvd game, wheel of fortune dvd game, singing bee dvd game, a rubix cube, and a virgin moble wild card that i cant wait to get. and thats all i got today, soon im going to be getting my dino footie pajamas and thats exciting too. so thats all because im getting ready to leave for the show, so ttfn, ta ta for now.

the play was....

pretty freakin good. and i feel like it was great. we kilt it. and everyone looked good. i know i did. everyone was in make up and it was great, this post wont be very long but theres like 5 pics so thats ok.

i want to tell a story about this pic, kimber said it looks like me and jess are married so i came up with a nice story to go along with it. so we met one day when i was walking down the street, he stopped me and asked if i would like to buy some crack, and it was love at first drug deal. we've dated for like a month and he bought me the necklace with his crack money. so were a pretty happy couple. i personaly think that its a good believe able story.

the plays tomorrow!

yes it is so this will be short.

im excited and so totally ready.

its gonna rock the world.

cray teen from omaha

so i was watching the news and some crazy kid in omaha shot up a mall and then killed himself.

weird....

im so excited, im writing all my friends poems for christmas and so far theyre amazing. i wrote emily a chunnakuh poem, would you like to hear it? well i dont care youre gonna

Chunnakuh began at sundown.

so grab your yamika.

come on Emily its Chunnakuh.

put on your purple heart earings.

we all feel the season's greetings.

candles are on the manorah.

light a new one each day.

everyone knows its the Chunnakuh way.

these eight days something.

somdthing you cant ignore.

eight days of presents?

give me more!

theres so much info in this poem.

jesus christ?

jews dont know him.

(as our savior that is.)

hes just an ordinary man

here in the Chunnakuh biz.

oh no, i fear we're reaching the end.

but you see this is just the first gift.

so, be ready for seven more days

of crazy Chunnakuh shift(s).

is that not the most amazing chunnakuh poem ever or what? it is and you know it. so i dont have much to write about, and i need to make emily's chunnakuh present so im done right now.

jo bros. are gonna play at a virizon store on sunday...

and i need to call and find out if its the one at circle center. i really do, because i love the jonas brothers, i love them a lot. and i gotta find out if they are playing so i can prepair my self. on the other hand, sunday is the last day the play is going on. that is a small complication, i might have some trouble with that. i cant miss the play becuase im in it but i cant miss the jonas brothers because the hanna montana concert is sold out. what am i going to do?

the play, lets talk about the play. a christmas carol the musical; a claude mcneal production, boy oh boy. its finally starting to come together and thats good. i really hope nothing goes wrong and everything just goes by smoothly with out any problems. dont we all? right now im going to say how sorry i am for audrey and her demotion from fred daughter to maid number 2. i really am sorry audrey, i died inside a little when i saw him move you. but keep your head up you are still rag picker number one. and number one is always better than number two because one is before two.

today was a really blah day. the only mildly exciting thing that happend was kyron throwing vitimin water and it exploding all over my pants. and just so you know i was very very mad. i had to go around school with wet vitimin water pants for two periods. and if you know me you know how much i hate the feeling of wet pants. i hate that feeling more than i hate, uh....more than i hate wearing socks and shoes (thats alot). ill get over it by tomorrow morning though.

tomorrow, i cant remember what were doing in apush, i feel like he said we are going to be playing bamboozle but stephanie said that were playing it on tuesday. so maybe we had to read something and we're going to have a quiz. thats probably it, and like always i didnt read whatever it is we were supposed to read. eh, ill get over it.

channukah began today at sundown! yes it did, and thats exciting. i need to figure out what to bring emily tomorrow, i told her i was going to bring her eight presents for the eight days of channukah. i dont know what to get her. its very hard to think of eight channukah gifts, i dont understand how people do it for their whole lives. i would never know what to get anyone. but i will fingure something out by tomorrow.

i dont have a video to upload yet today. i was going to make one during play practice, but the thing is, i didnt have to be there today, so i went to yearbook instead. and i didnt get to make a video of any sort. maybe by the end of the night ill have one to upload. i know ill have one tomorrow, i have theatre tomorrow which means 90min. of free time. i will def do my "look at all my friends" video blog tomorrow, and the song to accompany the video will be "with a little help from my friends". im so excited.

i cant think of anything else to write about so i think im done, atleast for this post, ive been avraging two post a day, lets see if i can keep it up!

i will tell you the story of how envy on the coast has impacted my life.

for those of you who havent taken the time to read any of my previous blogs or know me, envy on the coast(eotc), is my faveorite band inthe world. and heres the story...

well i guess i should start at the begining,(if this was a movie this is where it would fade to the past) on october 22 2006 i saw them/met them for the first time. it was love at first song. i knew at that moment my life had been forever changed by some random band from long island new york. after the show i bought thier ep, jer came up to me and said "did you like us?" ofcourse i replied "hellz yeah i did!" he ask "so you need to buy our ep." and i said "already did it." everytime i saw jer after that i gave him a harty "WHOO!" and he would smile and give me the 'right on' look. then i took a picture with brian and when i walked up to him he said, "youre amanda right?" i looked at him like he was crazy and said, "no its taylor." he apoligized and took a picture with me. when i was talking to sal ryan came up to me and my friend and pushed sal away, then ryan thought me and my friend was emo b/c of our razorblade necklases(but we are totally not its a inside joke). so we took a picture and that really all from that show, i never saw dan after the show.

then i hung out with them at warp tour, 8/7/07 (the release date of lucy gray), and we became friends. i won a contest so i got to go into warp tour before the gates opened. envy was the second band playing on the smartpunk stage so i naturally went over to that stage and waited. i was all alone, i just watched them do there sound check and felt akward when sal would look at me and give me the 'what the hell are you doing in here the doors dont open for another fifteen min.' look. when they finally went on i was in heaven. when their set was over i watched chiodos play backstage and then went to wait in line for envy's 2 o'clock signing, i was in line at 12. so jer talked to me and i told him how amazing they were and all that stuff. jer told me to yell at brian for turning dow a free meal and i forgot to. dan and i conversated about how hot it was, sal, i dont remember really talking solo to him at all. but i did talk to brian while i was getting a picture with the entire band. i bought a shirt from larry, and the one thing i will never ever for get about that day, after the signing i asked ryan for a hug and he put his arm around my waist, caressed my side and said "im all sweaty and grose sweetie." i almost passed out. and im being serious, it was as i said a very hot day and i was in direct sunlight most of the time. i had to go to the warp tour infermery.

when they were in indiana on november 14 larry (for those of you who may not know is their tour manager) changed my tire cause i got a flat. when he finally got the tire off he asked me and kimber to take his hoodie off for him because it was expensive and amazing, so i held his jacked and sidekick for him while he changed the tire. larry is in all my hero and best friend.

when envy was setting up i was talking to brian and he was a little upset because the sound guys were ignoring him completely, i felt sorry for him so i took a picture of him asking for some volume. ryan while he was on stage about how he was happy to be singing on stage again after his first throat problem, i asked him if he was feeling better and he said "yes i am thank you for asking, it sucked cause i couldnt talk for 8 days, but then again it solves all your problems. if i was sad or mad and someone tried to talk to me i was like 'dude cant talk'. but its whatever im back now." then he went on with the show. it was funny. and i told jer i loved him while he was playing and he did a shy turn. i hung out with them for the entire show and after the show, this is the show that caused them to cancel the rest of the fftl tour, and talked to , enough of that after, i couldnt find ryan after words cause he ran off the stage like a bat outta hell but i hung out with the rest of them and help them get their stuff off stage. brian became my best friend, and in the end we made plans to hang out when ryan gets better and they get back on the road.



i love them so much and im glade i met them i know my life would not be the same if i never met them. i honestyly can say my life wouldnt be the same without them, for the past year they are really all ive known for music, and i wouldnt have it any other way.

today in theatre!

trish, steph w., kelsie, and i made a nice video that i would like to share with you, why because i think you should know whats going on in my life when your not there.

the camera died thats why the ends cut off.

for me this is doing dishes....

yeah this is me dancing and lipsyncing dorothy at forty by cursive. yes i do know how amazing the video is. so ill have more videos being posted probably daily, and the whole video blog and me actually talking about important things will be weekly. if you want me to talk about something or dance and sing a song tell me. holla atcha girl and tell me the song and artist. ill do it no matter what song it is. because i value your eyes and i want you to be happy while watching me dance and sing. i cant wait! im going to do a video tomorrow at school in the morning, if you see me with a camera pointed at myself youll know why.

today i went with kimber

yes i went with kimber today and do you want to know where we went? well we went to the apple store at the keystone mall and whe got her ipod touch. its a freakin mazing.


we spent an hour waiting for itunes to update/download then another hour adding songs to it. kimber named her itouch betty bunch of boobs aka bebe, because its an ipod touch, so that makes it a whore.


thats all thats really happend today, i woke up late because last night i was up until like 3 making this whole blogspot thing, then got a bowl of captian crunch with berries & soy milk, went to my room and watched spongebob. then i texted kimber and we talked about going to get her itouch, then we did, and, well, you just read all about that.


so now im sitting here typing this at kylie's house typing this blog while my mom sits at home probably wondering where i am because i told her id be home over an hour ago. im totally not looking forward to going to school tomorrow either, i really dont want to go, so if i dont go and you are a herron student that is in any of my classes, reading this blog, just tell the teachers im sick, i know that means im asking you to lie, but i will repay you some how. i would never lie to you unless i was in a life and death situation, you can count on that.

let me interduce myself

i am taylor, thats me over there. i dont use very much capitol letters, and i puncuate alot. i love using the best grammer i can. thats enought about my typing quriks.



the name of this blog means nothing really. there isnt really a saga and this deffinatly isnt a fourth of anything. its kinda like a coheed and cambria cd name., it sounds wicked sweet, but in the end the numbers have no underlying meaning what so ever. im fine with that, i do it quite often, in seventh grade my english project was called "taylor oldham; the epic saga of high fives, stage dives, a killer robot, and a boy in a bikini", see what i mean. its kinda my thing, persay.



my life is pretty simple, i dont eat meat and i live my life horribly, i stay up late, either always eat or never eat, have soda bindges, drink like 3 vitamin waters a day, never do laundry, and i hate hate hate wearing socks, and shoes, even though i love shoes. ive learned to love and embrace my way of life and i think you should too.

i love music, i eat, sleep, breath, and anything else you can do with music, i do. my favorte band is envy on the coast, thats them below. they are honestly, i can say, my life. i saw them for the first time over a year ago and my life has been different ever since then, and im glad. they are the best group of guys in a band that ive ever met. their tour manager larry is a pretty cool cat too, i want to be just like him someday. i want to be a tour manager, it just seems so fun and interesting. i like things like that though, i like being "in charge" and music.

i also enjoy partaking in taking photography of my friends and other nouns. i feel like i could have a carrer in photography, but everyone says that. i love doing fashion shots, they're fun and i get to yell at my friends when we do them.

right now i have accociated myself with my school's latest theater production, a christmas carol; the musical, by claude mcneal. its been a bumpy road and the show goes on next friday. im a little stressed about it but this is not the post to talk about it.

i have amazing friends that i wouldnt trade for anything. theres kimber and kylie, my bestest friends for ever, were the tf3! then theres jess, most people, and most of my friends, dont know how nice he can be, hes the nicest, most amazing guy out there and hes always there to give he a laugh when i need it. lets see, abby! yes, abby, shes what i go to school for, has an amazing bill cosby sweater, and can clearly interpet happy feet with me and kimber as dancing can save world hunger. who else? emily coy, shes a crazy one, she is funny, and always quiet at school, but get her outta there and shes wild! um, stephanie w, shes my little friend that has the cutest clothes in the world, and her room has more character than most people. theres krissy, shes the gal that always knows what to say and always puts a smile on my face. adurey, shes the greatest, we sing beatles songs together and shes always there to my right in english and latin, and in luch shes always my left hand man. kelsie, shes the gal i make fun of because i love her so much, i really do. trish is trish and i wouldnt have her any other way. emo, hes my gay friend that ive had since fifth grade so all you haters better back off. ben hes mean and hateful, but funny at the same time. steve schwab looks just like mr hurst and stands behind me at summer concert events. brent, hes the guy thats better away from his gal, no ofence briana, but when hes away from her hes the best and always making funny faces. "charlotte" aka shawna, shes the crazy black girl that enjoys old school punk music, and has amazing photoshop skills. i have more friends but im tired of listing them and why they're my friend, so for my friends who arent on here too bad.

if you actually read all or most of this id like to hear you feed back. so leave a comment or add me on myspace, myspace.com/wheresyourboyinmypants ,or both. i hope to get my video blogs up soon to, ill probably do those weekly or biweekly. im not sure yet. my main blog will be updated when ever i have something to rant about or i have something on my mind so stay tuned.

my rant/thought about love and falling into it.

ok, so, because im so unoriginal im going to use a few song lyrics from say anything's "retarted in love" to show what i think about love.
falling in love could be first thing
falling in love could be the worst thing
falling in love theres no rehearsing.

Im not sure about the last lyric though, in the past year i made a mistake in the love and dating department so i think i know what im looking for so id say theyre is rehearsing, you dont normally marry the first guy/gal you date, so that right there is rehearsing. but i do see what max was trying to say, when you meet that one special person you dont plan it, it just happens, and you know it from the second you meet. or in some cases you dont relize it, you just think hey, this person is really cool and a great friend, then down the road you relize that you click more than friends do and you fall for each other.

i am not saying any of this from experiance, im saying this from what ive witnessed or think in my head. i cant really say that ive really and truly ever fallen in love with anything besides music. im just an inocent bystander in the harsh, brutal, amazing, wirlwind, game of love.

i guess im just blah on the subject right now. ill get better though, i just need to find love. :].