oh joy

i dont even know.
i just have a smile on my face that nothing can erase.
and it might hold a secret or two.

i would like to recieve money from you

so i fell in love with the say anything cover of got your money, i laugh so hard and i did this nifty little thing today.
here it is.
today on cute with taylor
i am going to ask you to who is cuter
gypsy

rocky and ellie

or


corey lee
























































































































































the votes have been tabulated and the winners are
gypsy

rocky and ellie




sorry corey lee that means all your dreams are dead




hahahahaha


thats the just of it.
thats all for today folks.

so today

i finally admitted to myself that i was lying to myself. thats really good on my part, ive stopped lying to myself so now i can stop lying to others. i can proudly say i like a guy. if you really want to know who it is ask me. its not a big deal anymore. yeah, im not going to just post it here who i like but, im sure some of you already know who it is. if not, it wont surprise you and if it does then you clearly dont really know me. id have to say its pretty obvious. oh things are looking good. and i think i got something going for me when my mom likes him. and i just have something going for myself right now.

im really not into really long post right now so im out.

david's bottom!

makes me laugh so hard. but it is nice. whats not nice is this finger injury, on webmd it said i need to talk to a physican today; which i cant do cause its 10:45 and im not going to the emergancy room cause i dont want to be there forever. and right about now my hand hurts so im gonna rest it.

antipwnage in lacrosse 8-1 we lost. :[

lacrosse game today!

Im supa dupa excited! but the thing is, my wrist is killing me. but i got this flexible support thing for it last night so its all good, i hope. im in siminar and i have nothing better to do than write in my blog which i havent done in a while. let me catch you up on things. nothing's happened. really, i mean, my step gpa is basically dead, but nothing's happened. my life has been very very boring. i wish it was more exciting, believe me, theres so many things i want to happen, but i know nothing will. why, because i wont start anything because i just wont. the chiodos/ color fred show is in a month and i need to get my ticket so i can go. i really really need to go to a show, and i know it will be good, chiodos and the color fred will play and ill be happy, from first to last and mxpx will play and ill just be there. but paying $20 for two bands is fine by me, its pretty cheep really.
speaking of shows the hoda civic tour is coming up soon too. i need to go to that one too so i can see motion city soundtrack again.... and ofcourse panic at the disco and the hush sound. but i really want to see mcs again.
so, today is the last day of school before spring break and thats exciting. the bad part is i have to get my wisdom teeth pulled on monday. not so fun, not run at all. hopefully i can go over to kylies tomorrow and put more songs on my ipod. last night i downloaded across the universe on it, but it has this thing, cause i uded a dvd converter, in the middle of it that says trial version. its kinda annoying but i dont care really, i know whats happening and its almost see through so its what eve.
man, my wrist is really hurting. i might just put that support thing on now so it will stop hurting some. good thing about today, i made cheese! well, its not really cheese, its white chocolate fudge and it looks like cheese, so we call it cheese. yes for the feast thats probably not going to be much of a feast during lunch and for the party, that i can almost garentee nobody brought anything for, in painting. WHOO! its gonna be good. well my wrist really hurts and its making my elbow hurt, dont ask, so i think i might just be done with todays post.

oh yeah, you liek the new template?

these lines keep running through my head

this could be the begining
of something new

this could be the begining
of something amazing

this could be the begining
of me and you


GAH!
why is high school like this? i love high school, i just wish the times werent so complicated. its not even that is complicated, its just, idk. i just never feels like any time is the right time, you know what i mean?
oh well, if you dont you will someday.
trust me.